I'm going to start out with weekly blogs. My blogs will focus on my health, my life, my dog and Jesus. I've got so much going on in my head, I hope I can find the proper words to express myself.
Today let's talk about my health. Most of you know that I struggle with my physical health and have for many years. What you may not know is that I struggle with my mental health as well. Namely, anxiety and depression. Years ago, I mean like 30 years ago I was suicidal. I was in so much pain mentally. I felt lost and rejected. I believed that people were just nice to me bc of pity not that they actually cared. Then one night I was at a leadership meeting at the church and I asked for prayer for my back. Not only did God touch my back but He delivered me from suicidal thoughts. He poured His joy into my heart and I began laughing during the prayer. I can say with confidence that I have NEVER had a suicidal thought since then. I do still occasionally get depressed but those dark thoughts are GONE. I thank God for His deliverance. If you struggle with suicidal thoughts, please reach out to me. I cannot promise God will deliver you but I can promise He will walk with you.
[7] casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
https://bible.com/bible/114/1pe.5.7.NKJV
Until next week
Your forever Friend,
